Recognition
What is ours to do
Cassandra knows this place.
She's been coming here for longer than
she can remember.
Perhaps longer than that.
It's hers.
Or at least Cassandra has always
thought so.
There are places we know without quite
knowing how.
Places that feel more familiar than
some of the ones we actually live in.
Cassandra has one of those.
She hasn't visited for a while.
Today, she's going back.
Let's follow.
A tale of water
I knew the place better than anything
else. A spiral staircase descending into
endless dark.
Water traced the walls - I could never
tell if it was tears or summer rain.
As always, my steps became lighter the
more I moved.
At the bottom, the air thickened. An
abyss opened on the left - a dark
maelstrom where perhaps everything
that ever existed ends or started. It was
hard to tell. To the right, a door.
Wooden, old, smelling of burnt
possibilities and fresh soil.
It was covered in symbols and fractals -
old runes and things without names.
A step and I was there. A garden - yet
more than a garden. Every landscape,
even ones unseen, seemed to stretch
across the horizon, and at its heart,
where I stood, bloomed a wild, untamed
sanctuary.
Soft green hills rose and fell, bordered
by trees older than memory.
I walked slowly through the flowers and
grass and I could name them all by
heart.
It was peaceful here - a beauty that
cracked a heart open. Nearly
unbearable to behold.
Longing made touchable.
It wrapped around me like silk, clinging
like a second skin - terrifying and
tender all at once.
I felt it before I saw it. Forgotten
memories walked this place in flesh, like
me. Some ancient.
Some I had never met before. Some I
knew too well. As I moved forward, a few
tried to speak to me, but today,
I would not listen to the tales they had
to tell. Today was a walk long overdue.
Finally, I reached the lake - the one I
had bathed in long ago, when a full
moon wrapped in eclipse
had granted me permission, to be
cleansed by its waters. The dark-blue
surface rippled softly, then faster.
Something was moving toward the
light. I saw a hand first - pale skin, silver
rings - then the rest appeared,
and she was there. Clothed in midnight
blue, droplets forming a tiara. Her eyes
were the same deep blue as the lake.
“You came,” she said, her voice like
water running over smooth stones.
I nodded, unable to look away.
“Yes,” I whispered. “I came - late,
as you called me years ago.”
She smiled.
“There is no time here. You know that.”
My eyes softened automatically when I
looked at her. “Why did you call me?”
I asked, almost shy - not a trait I’m
known for.
She tilted her head. “You walked the
trials and crossed the threshold,” she
said with her soft voice.
I gasped for air. “Yes,” I whispered.
“And I wrote it all down.”
“A wise decision,” she replied with a
knowing smile. “In case you ever run
away again - these words bind you now.
There is no going back.” She paused,
her tone half amused. “As you should
know by now.”
I looked at her with a crooked smile,
waiting for what would follow.
“Your soul grew here,” she said.
“This was your sanctum.”
She gestured to the garden and its
vastness.
“Now you must open it.”
My heart stopped for a moment.
“Open it?” I echoed, fear threading
through my voice.
“Yes,” she said, voice warm and
compassionate.
“You built this over a very long time -
each flower, every cloud, every star.
Even every droplet.”
She lifted her hand, and water fell into
the lake. “But this is a place of solitude
and imagination and when you walked
behind the veil, it already began to
vanish at the edges.” Her gaze stayed
steady on mine.
“What do you mean?” I asked. “It can’t
vanish - and if it does, I’ll build it anew.”
She chuckled softly, a sound like waves
kissing the shore. “You know how this
place was made?
It’s built from your feelings - a mirror of
your soul. And your soul has changed
now.”
Her voice grew tender. “You must open
it to others, or it will crumble.”
I stood there, whispering, “Like me.”
Instead of answering, she brushed my
cheek with her hand. My sigh was deep.
“How can I open the borders?” I asked.
“He knows,” she said, and nodded
toward a silhouette on the horizon.
I turned and saw him - a dark shape
against a twilight sky with two moons.
Still, silent, eternal - mine. More than a
guardian of Thresholds.
Observing, waiting.
My gaze returned to her.
“Are you like him?” I asked.
She laughed - silver light dancing on
water. “No,” she said.
“I am what you could be.”
I stared, trying to fathom her words,
then looked back at the dark
silhouette.
“I don’t understand,” I murmured. She
smiled gently. “You will - as will he.”
The lake rippled again. With a final look
and a bright smile, she whispered:
“That’s the power of stories - your
stories. They became true. And even
old places like this bow to such power
and greet the one who shaped them
anew. It is rare, but it happens.
"Use it wisely, daughter.” Her voice
softened like the fading tide.
“These places exist since the beginning.
But all must go where they belong, or
they fall - as others written in your
human myths before.
So choose wisely - and break the seal
of the door. All else - he knows.”
Then she slowly descended back into
the lake. I watched until the surface
grew still.
Then I looked toward the silhouette -
still standing there, watching. Finally, I
stood and walked slowly back to the
door.
The runes and fractals swirled as I
broke the seal. I didn’t look back.
I didn’t need to.
I moved upward, step by step, knowing
where I would find him.
For the first time, my steps were lighter
when I moved away from the wooden
door.
There is no time here.
An interesting claim.
We'll leave it at that.
Cassandra came because she
was called.
Late, according to her.
Apparently not, according to the
woman in the water.
More importantly, she leaves knowing
what she has to do.
Not why.
Not what will happen when she does.
That would be asking rather a lot.
She knows enough.
Break the seal.
Open the door.
And so she does.
There is still the woman in the water.
The figure on the horizon.
And a few rather curious things said
about stories.
They can wait.
Cassandra doesn't look back.
She knows where she's going.
For now, that's enough.